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Overwhelmed, Can't breathe. It's sickening, the thought of you forcing your way inside. I can't breathe. I feel sick. The thought of you, the thought of your hand taking mine. Feeling your sweaty penis, in my hand. I froze, I regret it. I regret knowing you. You sicken me. The thought of you putting your weight on me. Holding me down. Forcing your way inside me. You hurt me. Physically. Emotionally. Mentally. Never forget, the thought will always, make me sick.

Unable to see the pain, blind. Unable to hear the screams, deaf. It's hard, to feel desperate. Desperate for help, needing help, but never receiving. How many people have to die before people realize, how cruel they are. Writhing in pain. Hurting. Finding relief in a gun. The pain ends.

I can only hope, that one day the pain will stop. I fear, there is no end to my suffering. -Heather

Life has ups and downs. Happy days, sad days it will be okay. I promise. Put the knife down, don't cut. Think about happy things puppies, balloons and swings. Pick an alternative drawing, painting do anything but give. Think about the days to come. The happy days! Think about how it will be okay. -Heather

Heavy heart with a burden, nobody to turn to. Nothing seems to help. Thoughts start racing, ideas flow through. One seems to stick, a solution! It's perfect! and then they are gone. Succumbed to the pressure Succumbed to the idea. -Heather

I am drowning in a sea of despair, lost and sinking into the unknown, I can't escape. -Heather

Shadows creep around me I can't stop seeing them I feel something grabbing me, pulling me down. It won't stop. Is it in my head? Am I crazy? Possibly. The only way to feel sane is to cut my flesh releasing the demons. Alone I lay there a few drops turn to puddles. Wishing it was over. Weak Almost gone but not quite I die soon after. Nobody cares no tears were shed I expected that. Gone forever and forgotten. -Heather

Lost in the halls. She loves you so yet you do not see. She is invisible to everyone keeping to herself. No one can see 'cause they're blind. You see her pass with those blood shot eyes. You do not know the life she has had. You look back and you realize her beauty and the next day you look but it’s too late she's nowhere to be seen as her friend cries past you. Svea Fischer

"People who kill themselves are selfish." Well, darling, let me tell you a story, A story all too true. A daughter who became a wife, a wife who became a mother. A mother of three girls... One just above the age of a toddler, One at the age of twelve, And one entering the life of a married adult. Now, the youngest girl was watching television, And the oldest at the neighbor's home. The twelve year old daughter sat at a computer with her closest friend, When something terrifying happened. Her mother was in the kitchen, coughing. The daughter, although unable to see her mother, only could imagine the situation. The mother walked calmly p

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Who knew blue could be so beautiful, the lonely foamy seas The clear summer skies that comes with a free summer breeze The feelings of feeling alone, the only feelings I feel are true I never knew blue could be so beautiful until I saw you

I never felt the need to wear makeup Yeah, I may look washed out But in the sea of faces I'm the one that stands out in the crowd

stoke that fire rake those coals lead don't follow seize all controls don't blow by signs direction you will need unless you prefer to crash and bleed before the fall comes your pride sometimes you walk sometimes you ride

You promised me You swore you'd stop. You promised me No more shots. You promised me You would change. you promised me You weren't like that anymore. You promised me I could trust you. You promised me You know how it affected me. You promised me You knew how it hurt me. You promised me, And yet you did it anyways.